Well, today is the last day of 2011 and the last day of one hell of a year.
Thinking about life as a whole there are a lot of things that I have been through, put others through that sometimes I wish I could take back. However, the truth is I could never change them, its something I have to deal with for well, the rest of my life.
This year itself has been full of countless changes and as happy as I am to see it go, this year will be one I remember and cherish for the rest of my life.
I quit an old job that I hated, but I got a new job that I love.
I have made countless new friends, some good, some bad, some incredible.
I have shed a lot of tears, but at the same time I have laughed for an immeasurable amount of time.
I have moved on and grown up, and at the same time I have regressed.
All of these things, you don't realize how incredible and special they are when you are in the moment. You look at each situation and go, oh cool... new friend. Score new job. Yes a good day, fuck a bad one.
Collectively though, now that, that's how I like to look at it.
This year has shown me, as an individual that I can personally take a crap ton of shit and for the most part come out still on my own two feet. I lost my mom this year and as hard as loosing her was I know she knows I love her and care still. And, despite the fact that not all of me believes in heaven and angels and all of that I know she is there watching over me, loving me.
So with that said, good bye 2011, HELLO 2012.
Cheers to bigger, better and more spectacular things all around.
