A little while ago someone very special to me told me they were proud of me. And I felt like I had just won the freaking stanley cup, or some other really incredible award.
There's really no words to describe how wonderful that felt to hear.
When you're a child there are certain people you look up to. This person has always been someone that I have and will always look up to. They have been my source of strength in times of need, my comfort in times of pain and my joy in times of sadness. And to hear that from her is all I have ever wanted.As far back as I can remember the one consistency in my life has been her. She is a mother to me always has been, always will be. The one thing I have always struggled to do is to try and make her proud of me, my actions didn't always show that but that most certainly was the one thing that i always wanted. Even now, despite the fact that I do a lot of things that she doesn't agree with, it makes so much of a difference to hear it from her. It shows she knows that I am trying; she sees it and for some crazy reason, somehow that makes her proud of me.
All I know is hearing it from her that day, it made me the happiest girl in the world.
